| | Really not having the best of weeks. I keep getting so tired, I can't think. I can't write, I can't do anything. Study, can't do homework. All I wana do is read and just not think. And I keep reading and watching things about love.
Which reminds me of Brandon and makes me sad. Yet, I'm addicted. The only things I enjoy to read and watch has been romance. It's sad. Cuz it makes me so sad and makes me cry and I wonder why I torture myself so. I'll watch the screen, eyes watering and the tears clawing to get out. And yet, I have to read it. It's my taboo. Or no, that is not the word...
It is something that makes me sad, yet I must read it. I don't know why.
My head hurts. I'm looking forward to going to the Symphony concert tonight...still should get work done. But I try and I accomplish nothing but I need to get stuff done because I have work tomorrow and I have a midterm I am not ready for and can't get my thoughts together god damnit, really hate this.
I'm gona be winded by the end of this semester. Let me get accepted already, I'm sick of waiting...
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