| | Listening~ Jenn Grant: Dreamer
So, yesterday I felt terrible emotionally.
Today? Heh, better emotionally. Yet I think my stomach is gona...screw into itself heh I haven't had anything to drink or eat for dinner and still can't stomach anything. But I feel good...oddly.
This week I'm going to go down my list of stables and ranches, visit them, and hopefully start ridding soon. I just watched some stuff on youtube about horses, and got a good book about it. Yea, I'm reading again. Got to the library and got 7 books. They're due the 17th of June...I think I can read most of em ;P
So cha, library...and bad stomach haha But, for the first time in a few days, my eyes are looking up instead of down and I begin to feel that thirst for something new. I'm gona volunteer this summer at the Kent Special Ridding Center along with learning jumping at a stable.
I just need to find that connection with a horse again. Something deep down tells me that's where I need to go. It hopefully is guiding me right, and I will find out soon enough. But, for now, all I can do is hope, wait and dream of the next time I get to place my feet in the stirrups and hoist up.
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